So I had thought I had some really good news....I lost 4.5lbs at my last weigh in.....that's 9.5 lbs in total.....however.....after I lost the 4.5lbs I started cheating.....I ate a big ass peanut butter cup (and it was delicious I might add) and I've been eating beef jerky and mini chocolate bars. Damn my chocolate addiction. Last night I tried to make up for some of the nastiness I had done by going for a walk...and low and behold I am a huge chicken shit. I walked for about 20 mins then had to go back...all I could think about was the bear I had seen some 3-4 years ago.....I even played the music really loud....that made me just have to stop and look behind me every 10 steps. I don't really like to walk with other people because I get winded to quickly and I like to listen to music....just be with my own thoughts....rude yes.....but true. So maybe I'll just have to walk in place :S Now with hunting season started even if I did get brave and try for another walk I have to suit up in blaze orange...and even then I'm not so sure I trust the hunters....lol.
I'm going to try and be extra good for the next 3 days and hopefully the damage at my next weigh in won't be to bad........we shall see.
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